&i dont believe in happy ever afters.
oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.
Monday, October 31, 2005
2222.
1985. Bowling For Soup.

im still not in the hols mood yet.
and im still missing my class.
dunno why i love this class so much since we din actually do much things together.
but theres still SOME.
and all of them are VERY precious to me.
here are some special memories i have.
and i will NEVER forget them.
AT LEAST I HOPE SO. hahas.

7 JIE MEI -
*chenying*cheeling*jiaming*wanyi*ruiting*rachel*jiaming

we are the 7 jiemeis.
'bu neng tong nian tong yue tong ri sheng, dan yuan tong nian tong yue tong ri si.'
LOL. farnie la.
let me tell u y we started off wif this grp.
one fine day. we [ the 7 jiemeis ] are in the com lab.
and chenying n jiaming were looking at PANZHENGYAN's blog.
and they keep saying. tsk tsk.
he got his wad BOTAK gang ah. den wad chap gang ah. blah n wadeva.
and den they say lets have our own gang also lo. LOL.
theres just nice 7 of us and thsu 7 jiemeis is borned. woohoo~
nice story yar? hahas.

THE FRESHMAKERS -
*chenying*cheeling*rachel*weiting

the freshmakers. wad a stupid name yar?
this is our IPW grp name la.
still rmb our motto:
HAVE A BREAK. HAVE A MENTOS.
shitty la. but we gt not enuf BRAIN CELLS to think of better de.
so make do with it.
and the best is our grp song.
[ We are the FRESHMAKERS. FRESHMAKERS. FRESHMAKERS *clap clap* ]
[ We are the FRESHMAKERS. Victory will be near. YEAH! *peace handsign* ]
sing it with the 'mary had a little lamb tune.
SO. is it nice? LOL.

GYMNASTICS 'C' GIRLS -
*doreen*nina*cheeling*rachel*wenqin*xueqi*qini*xinmei

we have been together for 2 yrs.
and it had been a pleasure knowing all of u. yeps!
we'll work hard together for the competiton next yr.
doh we may not win.
but its gd enuf to noe that we had been working very hard for it.
some had left us. [ jianee HI! x) ] but we will never give up.
ALL THE WAY GIRLS! =)

THE WHOLE ZHSS GYMASNTICS TEAM -
i was real afraid of the guys when i 1st got into the team.
they seem so unfriendsly and cool.
din believe siewhoon when she said that they are actually very nice.
but i CHANGED my views of them.
NELSON was not the cool and quiet guy i tot he was.
DERRICK was not the proud boy he seemed to be.
DOSMOND was actually a VERY pro gymnast [ he looked so short, you carn blame me :p ]
ALAN was not so cool as he looked.
YINWEN was actually very friendly and honest.
ERIC was not a gay. LOL. [ he's just ABIT zilian. maybe im bluffing myself.. ]
SEBASTIAN just loves to share.
all of them are actually VERy helpful.
they teach u wad they noe and are just SO kind. =)
the girls too.
ALICIA was very friendly and cheerful.
BEIJIA was not the cool cool kind a girl.
JASMINE was a noisy girl who just carn stop toking. BUT shes super caring.
LIJUN WEIWEI WENDY are nice pple who noes how to play daidi. hahas.
and LEVINA IS A LES!! omg.. who doesnt noe dat.


theres just so many thing i carn forget.
who could? only if ure just so jueqing.

WHICH IM NOT.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, October 29, 2005
*edited*
2232.
Wo De Cuo. BAD.

just want to tell every each of my classmates something.
yups.

WEITING -
I'll miss you girl!
i noe i carn change the fact dat we're separating.
but i wish dat we will still keep in touch. yups!
ur my coolest bud with a STUPID attitude.
BUT I STILL LOVE YOU!! LOL.
I'll treasure every moments we haf together. =)

HUITING -
hey noisy girl. u and fiona are the noisest pple i have HEARD.
really carn stand u sometimes.
disturb my SLEEPING. tsk tsk. so bad.
thx for clipping my hair for me during assembly.
LOL. u are just so helpful.

CHENYING -
been friends with you for 6 yrs? or izzit 4?
anyway. its just a very long time.
i still rmb the days we pon speech n drama together.
and play at the playground.
DAYS OF INNOCENCE-
i missed those days.
hugs and kisses<3

ZHIYUN -
i dunno u well enuf. yups.
but sure hope dat i have the chance to noe u better in the future.
but ur 1oo% MATHS pro!
im jealous la. hahas.

ELAINE -
dear girl. u sit behind me.
and did you noe? ur my 'mimi zhanyou' AKA secret pal.
din do anything for u la. hahas.
think the most is 1 letter for u only rite.
this girl LOVES blogging n designing.
and they are all NOT BAD skins =)
check them out yar?

RACHEL -
I'll miss your smile! hahas.
sometimes i get irritated with it.
cos when i tell u something sometimes.
u just keep smiling at me. w/o noeing wad i mean. LOL.
i think u deserve the nick 'smiling girl' MORE DEN I DO.
ur the only one gg to triple science in the 7 of us.
hope u do continue to do well yar?

LINGLING -
u're forever the student of the term in my <3
to me. youre the MOST RESPONSIBLE. CARING. FRENLY girl =)
no bluffing yar?
ure just so commited to CO. carn stand u. LOL.
stay cheerful n dont forget me hoh.
I'll kill you! xp

XINLING -
dunno u well.
we 0nly ate lunch together once. IF you rmb.
still rmb how u and kelmen were teased by the class.
hahas. its just so farnie.
how i hope we can still tease u two like b4.
if just we could stay again next yr.

ZHEHAN -
HI. angel.
u just look so angelic to me.
i dunno why. but i just feel it.
nice girl and i LOVE YOU!
woohoo~

CATHERINE -
still rmb u as the sexy bitch in the lit play.
cos u were just SO daring.
still rmb how u threw the 'MONEY' and the way u walk.
thx for contributing to the class this 2 yrs.
=) miss you.

LIQUN -
im the 1st to hug her. and SO tightly.
im so honoured. LOL.
SUNSHINE. ure only my SUNSHINE.
ure forever 2e6 SUN! hahas.
why is ur nick SUN anyway? kekes.

JIEYING -
she is a very quiet girl to me. EVEN quieter den me.
dats seem so impossible but its TRUE. bah? hahas.
JIAYOU! study hard.

YINGZHEN -
MY LOVER.
but stupid jac is snatching her away from me.
sobsob. ill get her back somehow.
WAIT FOR ME. ill get u back and protect you k.
trust me. <3

JACQUELINE -
CHIOBU eh. stupid la. snatch my yingzhen away.
very tan n always have hair identical wif clarissa.
they like twins liddat.
aber pro in ART. jealous sia. love the notice board behind the class.
DONE BY JAC AND KELMEN.
rmb me k?

LITENG -
the quietest girl in class? VERY studious bah.
seemed to be a very shhhh.. girl.
BUT i dun think so.
she is lively when wif siangling they all de lo.
like a whole diff person liddat de leh.
KONG BU AH~~
hahs.

SIANGLING -
forever a YANGZHENGnite k!
she was in 6A in yz. dinnoe her.
but now i noe. very nice girl except i din tok to her much.
yeps. MISS YOU!

SONIA -
THINK ur the CUTESET girl in class?
u sit behind me last yr.
i rmb u as a ORLANDO BLOOM n JOHNNY DEPP lover.
hahs. still is? not sure.
LOVE you acting as bingxin nainai. hahas.
super cute lo. just walk walk. sit down. hahas. stand up. walk away. LOL.

RENEE -
VERY VERY helpful.
and very frenly. helped me sometimes bah.
very pro in slping. like the head hanging in mid air liddat.
dunno she train how many yr le bah. LOL.
gt time must ask her to teach me sia.
SKILL leh.

CORINE -
that time i say she female gambler in class blog. den she bu shuang.
say she is NOT gambler. tell me change.
so i change to NOT female gambler.
and she never complain. farnie huh?
she come my hse one time bah.
to do wad? play poker. and she say she NOT gambler.
hahaha. so farnie.

JIAHUI -
our very very RESPONSIBLE treasurer.
together wif yunjie.
they protect our money. class fund.
TIAN XIA WU DI. hahas.
god noes where she learn such gd money managing skills.

LIFEN -
my dear good fren.
SUPER helpful. i LOVE her. LOL.
she always gt ulcer de la. FIONA SAYS.
call her ULCER QUEEN.
transferring to cedar next yr.
I'll really miss her u noe. :)

FIONA -
once a KOH CHOON WEI fanatic.
and now still one. bah?
she can crap n crap crap NONSTOP.
great skill. gotta learn it too. somehow.
she has alot of WHITE hair! like napok liddat.
looks cool in it. at least i think so.

WANYI -
super DAO la.
last time she was crazy about GORILLA?
weird name for a guy hoh? but nvm.
7 jiemei rocks yar? LOL.
JIAYOU!

HUIPING -
very helpful n studious.
had MANY 'UNFORGETTABLE' memories from u.
ALL THE BEST.

LENA -
i love lena. she n i playing the 'hit the butt' game everytime.
lame n stupid game but this is how we communicate. LOL.
she uses her thighs and i use my hands.
she make pple super pain lo.
shes just so cute yar.
LOVE her acting in lit performance.
shes just say relaxed n pro.
act until can so farnie de.

RUITING -
shocked when i first see her.
tot she was a VAMPIRE or SNOWWHITE. LOL.
she was so fair lo. hahas.
never see pple so white before.
one of the 7 jiemei also.
we rule! x)

YUNJIE -
one word to describe. MACHO!
nth else.
dunno much so dats it. hahas.
BEST treasurer also la.

JIAMING -
SHORTIIE. i noe u dun mind.
cos ur used to it. hahas.
same as me.
crazy of PARROT. yaryar.
wadeva.
<3 u. muacks. =)

SHIYUN -
the best doorguard in zhonghua.
she has to close the door every 5 mins.
i think she got muscle already. LOL.
LOVES music bah. she. hahas.
english songs only?

KEJUN -
a little pervertic. but dats fine with me.
super tall so he has to on the aircon, pull the screen, clean the board. LOL.
SCIENCE GEEK!!
cannot stand his so high marks la.
so gd.
super jealous sia.
i also wan lo.

KELMEN -
one of the nicest guy among the 9.
very caring n frenly.
loves drawing. n is SUPER good at it.
but he carn draw my octopus! hahas.
so PROUD of myself sia.
art pro cannot draw my cute octopusy. LOL.

KELVIN -
dinnoe when he started calling himself NAPOK.
think is in yangzheng bahs.
he is a pig lo. fat until cannot go inside the classroom door. LOL.
classmates for 6 yrs liao.
den liddat lo.
he was a pervert in yzps la.
always go peep girls de panties everything. sick.
i was one of the SHOU HAI ZHE lo.
i want you to PEI CHANG me.
treat me k? hahas.

YUNING -
the so-called SHAOZHU. as in roasted pig.
but i carn see where he is roasted and y is he pig.
except maybe for his size la. LOL.
is the class sports leader. same as me.
but he always slack de lo. tsk tsk.
always never change to pe.
so bad sia. not like me n weiting. everytime also change de.

EDMUND -
the cutsie boy. cos he's short. LOL.
pple say he like RACH. and he cares for RACH alot.
so. wad do u think? YES?
ALMOND rules yar?

ZHENWEI -
the one and only MATHS GURU.
who can score full marks in sec 2 maths?
SENG ZHEN WEI. the exception.
100 marks in sec 2 maths?
i dun even dare think about it.
pass already very gd le lo.

WEIJIAN -
STARWAR fan.
everything also STARWAR.
y he like i dunno.
but i like QUIGON. R2D2. C3PO. and JAR JAR BINKS!!
cutest de.
weijian is a piece of lame shit.
LAME until canot tahan la. but he dun even look lame lo.

KAIWEN -
the miss lie appointed 'wang tian zhe'. AKA 'LOOK AT SKY GUY'
cos he always daydream and look at the sky during her lessons.
u go imagine den very cute liao lo.
and he sing song is MONO de.
like the song all note same liddat de. no tune at all. hahas.
lame guy who ACTS quiet.

DENNIS -
our EX responsible monitor.
he's really nice. but i dunno why ting dun like him.
weird.
he's not bad la. yar.
just sometime abit the guai guai de.

2E6 -
THE BEST CLASS EVER! =)

NO MORE CRYING.
I'LL LOOK FORWARD TO NEXT YEAR.
BUT I'LL NEVER FORGET ALL OF YOU.
ALL OF YOU ARE TREASURED IN MY HEART.
THX FOREVERY LITTLE THING YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME AND THE CLASS.
LOVE LOADS <3

&still trying to find a happy ending

Friday, October 28, 2005
214o.
Double. BoA.

think im abit hyper and crazy today.
dunno why.
maybe i got my report bk signed w/o getting scolded?
or maybe i saw nelson's braces?
hahas. carn stop luffing today during gym.
cos nelson gt this super sick face and dosmond n derrick are just so noisy.
say wad. guiness world record. luf the longest. -.-

FEIFEI IS THE CUTEST DOG IN THE WORLD.

somebody promised me to rite this in his bk.
so lets see if he really rites. =)

report bk was sick la. not very gd. but OK lo.
they oso never scold. still kip smiling. oso dunno wad they thinking.

ZHONGHUA OPEN HSE ON SAT - 11 to 5.

see im helping zhonghua advertise. hahas.
ms loo shud give me smth. LOL.
gym is performing again. think it will be shitty bahs.
girls just cannot make it de la.
theres rehearsal tmr for gym too. must stay back.

hope all goes well on sat =)
i carn live w/o gym and you pple. :]

&still trying to find a happy ending

Thursday, October 27, 2005
1556.
Da Da Da. Isabella.

EXTREMElY long since i updated.
din have the mood last few days la.
was all tired and bored.
maybe its becos of skool and everyting. yups.

schools is as BORING as ever.
but since hols are coming. i wun complain so much. =)
think i gonna change my blogskin bah.
i wan SWEETBOX!! they just rocks.

MY NEW OBSESSION!!
S-W-E-E-T-B-O-X

jade just rocks lo. pretty and has a super powerful voice.


im having a TERRIBLE flu now.
napok call this 'BIRD FLU'. hahas.
i keep sneezing. borrowed more than 5 packets of tissue bah.
so kong bu lo.
hope to get well soon. :)

&still trying to find a happy ending

Wednesday, October 19, 2005
1756.
Believe Me. Melody.

elaine told me to update. so here i am! LOL.
i do wad i am told. hahas.
im such a NICE and GUAI girl.
tsk tsk. say until i paiseh le la. hahas.
carn stand it le lah. *blush* LOL.

nice day for slping and eating. hahas.
slept in school and ate sushi for lunch!! x)
eat wif weiting and rach. 50++ dolla leh.
full until i cannot tahan.

tmr is hols again. also dunno wad to do.
chenying say wan go watch 'flightplan'
abd ask for permission and guess wad my ma say.
lets go watch as family.
i was like HUH?! -.-"
see how lo. if really liddat. i dun wan watch liao le.

time for dinner le. hahas.
i just finish my lunch. how to eat?
ill just have to STUFF everything in.
dun be shock if a pig comes back to 2e6 on thurs! :)

&still trying to find a happy ending

Monday, October 17, 2005
1111.
Knocking On Heaven's Door. Avril Lavigne.

ytd was my VERY nice day again.
it was fun.
not becos of playing at escape or watching GOAL!
it was the pple.
i was with 3 FUNLOVING peeps.
CHENYING. ERKEE. NICHOLAS.

went escape in the morn.
it was nick de 1st time. erkee de 2nd time.
and chenying n me de N times.
1st sit pepsi.
and nick was like dying. DIZZYNESS.
and we go ride the other one.
dunno wads it called. it was the 1st ride u see when u go inside escape.
den ride de shi hou. he nearly vomitted. o.O
scare us sia. his face is totally =/ de lo.

aftertt. almost all the rides is only me n chenying play only la.
and this was the 1st time i sit INVERTER. woohoo.
it was not scary at all. hahas. im getting so BRAVE. x)
so it was liddat.
i saw my anutie n my cousins also.
i tried to siam n siam n siam.
but in the end still let my cousin saw me. sians.

left ard 3 or 4 liddat.
went to TM and watch movie.
actually wan watch 'the wig' 'flightplan' or 'corpsebride' de.
but in the end watch GOAL!
nice la. especially the match de shi hou.

den go hme 93o. watch tv until 11.
bathe slpe. LOL.

nice day. nice weather. nice pple. :)

&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, October 15, 2005
161o.
Xiao Shi. Nan Quan Ma Ma.

14o.
a very big no. yar?
im ranked 14o in zhonghua sec 2.
its not bad but to me its super lansai.
im ranked 3o last yr.
wads the diff?

14o-3o=11o.

easy calculation. so sick.
i dropped 11o places u noe. hais.
nvm la. over le. this 2 days must choose courses le. also dunno choose wad lo.
hist + lit + phy?
hist + lit + bio?
geog + lit + bio?
geog + lit +phy?
hist + lit?
which shud i take i also dunno. its so confusing.
DAMN IT.
why carn they just anyhow put us in some class.
liddat den no need think until siao le.
fanzheng i in wad class also same de mah.
think i after exam even more stress den during exam lo. LOL.

tmr going to escape. and they say watching movie also.
chenying want to watch flightplan and dunwan to watch the wig.
she plan so fast sia. hahas.
gonna be HAPPY tmr. LOL. time to play. woohoo~ :)

&still trying to find a happy ending

Friday, October 14, 2005
2o36.
Forgotten. Avril Lavigne.

my results are CRAP.
lets see lo.

SCIENCE - 49.5
MATHS - 62
H.CHINESE - 64
HISTORY - 58

this sucks. yar?
dunno how le la. all less than b3 leh.
sians.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Thursday, October 13, 2005
221o.
Where Is The Love. Black Eyed Peas Feat. Justin Timberlake.

quite long never blog le bahs. hahas.
past few days not very happy.
and i say PAST few days. now im okay.
more to happy? hahas. dunno la.
5 days never go sch le. so MISS it.
cos got MISS TAN HWEE PIN.
this was wad i told nelson. and he kept '............'
hahas.

Unregistered.nelsonnn... aim11/2.toss.frontfront360.
frontside360.backtoback. bewitching miss boa
AS
nelson.

cheeling_ ` BONKiies VS MONKiies <3 color="#ff9900">nelson says:
yalorrr.....
nelson says:
i also abit miss u liao
nelson says:
! later gib er kee beat ^^
nelson says:
take back my words
cheeling says:
farnie la.
nelson says:
^^
cheeling says:
i MISS sch the most lo.
cheeling says:
so happy tmr go back le.
nelson says:
okkkk........
cheeling says:
nicest la.
cheeling says:
sch/
cheeling says:
got MISS TAN HWEE PIN
cheeling says:
rox
nelson says:
.................
cheeling says:
u so happy she call u all back hoh.
cheeling says:
i noe.
nelson says:
OH MY GOD!!!!!
nelson says:
CHEELING!!!
cheeling says:
shen mo
nelson says:
wats happening to u
cheeling says:
me
cheeling says:
i tok until her i happy until siao le

ok. the above conversation is STUPID and BORING.
i have got nth to do so. liddat lo.
hais.
sat going to escape. and dunno do wad. play.
dunno will become how. sian.

tmr taking back marks. haiyo.
think gonna fail my maths n science n history. lit too.
never study la. hais.
me this kind want take lit and history still liddat. dunno how le.
skarly cannot jiu go die le bah.
hais. dun wan think about it.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Monday, October 10, 2005
2318.
Jewel Song. BoA.

im feeling very guilty now.
i cannot msg. cannot call.
im feeling very helpless.
and really very sorry.
hais. dunno wad to do. sian.
and im stuck in this stupid hse.
pples gg iceskating n shopping tmr.
and wad am i doing?
watching tv and playing com at HOME.
sucks la.
just dun get why cant i go out lo.

dun wan to think about her.
hais. she has her reasons la. but i dunno wad.
she shud just tell me lo. dun like ms lie liddat.
angry also dunno for wad de.
hais.

just felt like complaining suddenly.
i was blogging at e6 de blog minutes ago.
den realise that they are going iceskating tmr.
VERY jealous la.
but still hope they will enjoy themselves. they sure will.
chenying weiting rach also. shopping leh.
wth lo. cannot go.

i hate feeling so empty -

wadeva.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Friday, October 07, 2005
1732.
tingjianyueguang. angela.

all is okay now. i guess? =)

tmr's the last day of exams but im in a hols mood already!!
hahas.

i changed the colour of this blog.
it sucks but nvm la.
i like the previous colours better. =))

off to watch my naruto le!! byebyes. x]

&still trying to find a happy ending

Tuesday, October 04, 2005
192o.
mingzhongzhuding. 4 in love.

history paper sucks. did 5 essays when only need 3.
so blur.
but heng got fiona pei me. she did 5 questions too! =)

eng paper. is normal.
only dat after finish go slp.
but mdm lau keep come poking.
say cannot this cannot dat. sian.

never talk to her for a wk already.
this feeling is just so sick.
cannot stand it.
i just wun talk when the four of us are together.
but theres no choice.
i wun take the first move. and she just ignore me completely.
wadeva.
just hope this yr will end soon.
and i wan to go back to gym.
days without gym just sux.

hais.
STRESSFUL yr. but im sure ill be able to cope. yeh?
:) jiayou!

i wan to talk again. this is my biggest hope now.
and i think it will always be a hope.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Monday, October 03, 2005
224o.
becauseiamagirl. KISS.

im back from my chalet yar.
and so im blogging. =)
its so ridiculous dat tmr is my streaming and i still have time for chalet.
but i like.
the chalet was huge. it was a bungalow. cool.
SUPER big lo.



it was the pples association de chalet la. yups.











played mahjong all day. for 3 days.
omg. sick. but nice la.










today also got play but lesser abit only.
still got go out play kite. bball. and blah.
and theres BBQ today.

can you see how many mahjong tables are they?
4 in all. omg. LOL.








and my aber cute niece. ashley.
hahas. she drew herslef with lipstick. LOL.
double cuteness. :)




dat was all bah. lol.
nth much. just slacking arnd.
and watch 'the maid' again. not very scary la.
the chalet is not exactly fun. but not too bad.
adults brought alot of things over.
like move hse liddat. very kuazhang.

woohoo~ food and more food. x]

&still trying to find a happy ending

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